I always plan before i start my revision. but seriously mood just will sway randomly by anything. hard to say that the plan end up well without any distraction. studied everything except for accounting.now just revise back again. just hope my AS will pass. then will be my first succession in college life. At least won't end up badly this year. and hell not gonna resit the paper again~

I'm kinda sensitive to YELLOW color.for no reason again~

seem like my life is like no reason to be my only reason to move on.

A lawyer?

that what i'm aiming for.

but need finish my A-level LLB CLP

long way to go~ no time for others. all just distraction right.like bubbles~

always thought that someone will understand.

i think now is better for me to don't expect anything anymore.

I deserve it or whatever. say anything u like.as if i care.

when i care.people just don't give a damn.

when i don't care at all.people just gonna give me a damn~

so complicated~

study until 3pm at library and i skipped lunch.probably that time really not in good mood.just let it be.i deserve it anyway. AND i din't suffer from gastric.maybe my stomach start to secrete iron juice.immortality to any pain~ even pain until die, who cares right? who will come and ask : Are u okay? Nope,there is no one as usual..

Kay, so i went for movie again~ thought can't manage to get my booked ticket and need queue up for ticket.maybe the day not that worse anyway.

Andy Lau was the only watchable ACTOR in the movie. finally know why he always the top in the GUY WHO WANTED TO GET MARRIED WITH list.not bad though. but he kinda old for action movie i guess.

LI BINGBING!! Every scene is like so pretty with her appearance and made my ticket worth for it. :D

BUT their eyebrows really look weird.maybe that the unique selling point of this movie :S

狄仁杰之通天帝国 Detective Dee

There is another movie trailer get my attention. Child's Eye . Horror movie in 3D.directed by 彭氏兄弟.their first 3D production. but i think i'm not able to watch. 10 days left for my exam~ so watch it for me ya~ ciao~

Okay, so i'm not taking coffee so often.at least not everyday.

my SUPERWOMAN friend said later will got migraine and suffer until keep bang wall.so i just cut down the daily consume amount.

my MUM said chewing gum not good as well.if not why Singapore ban it? what the hell! for god sake...

well, I guess nowadays is there any food left is good for health one.now all is genetically modified food.just the government keep it as confidential so that people won't know there is food crisis. every meal u take sure got consists of millions type of chemical.if really don't have, i go to hospital and change my SEX now!!

I found another way to stay awake and study whole night. TRY TO BITE MYSELF =)

i know is sound kinda like a person suffered metallic problem.but is there anyway else? i got lot of things need study and there is so little time.no choice but to last for 11 days more~

Sometimes i wonder what you written on your status issit about me? Issit talking to me? I really wanna ask you.I really wanna talk to u so badly.

But now there is nothing i can do but study~ Sorry~

I really wanna let you know.

I MISS YOU

AKU RINDU PADA MU

我想你

!!!!

I finished my law revision yesterday.start my business study today. and i realise there is one week more free after my law paper.well~ time to get steady and relax :)

That THE END for my accounting extra class by that bullshit arrogant ego selfish greedy old man who live in his own generation!!! finally no need see his face although just for few weeks.but guess its satisfied everyone.what a relief~

SUPERNATURAL is back for season 6!!

well,yea. i admit i kinda like american series. Sam & Dean, the Winchester brothers.the life that i always wanted.freedom and excitement always waiting for you.never know what will come after you. and of course, just another horror drama anyway~ the story begin with the revive of Sam who sacrificed to save the world (so called) and their grandpa and some cousins~ well,look like everyone back from HELL~

Dean (left) & Sam (right)

Misha Collins who play Castiel, one of the angel look so cool~

69' Mustang which the brothers always drive on road~

Gossip Girls??

i saw lots of my friends watching but it sound girlish to me.maybe i'll try to watch it after my exam.

WAIT!!!

talk about exam.just another two weeks more for my revision.ohmygod.and now i'm still surfing everywhere.watching drama series.and its make me forget what i had studied.great~

well,think of the bright side.

take a short break just for another long journey.quite fair right?

I am someone if u want care and concern about me,then just let me know and tell me. If u don't, then i just won't say anything also. When u need my concern, i will be there; when u think my concern just too much,then i just walk away and won't turn back.simple as that.

don't make things complicated.

MY DAY END UP BADLY!! SCREW YOU MSN!! WHY I CAN't SIGN IN FOR MY ACCOUNT WHILE MY PASSWORD IS CORRECT?! AND I CAN'T REMEMBER WHO IS MY BEST CHILDHOOD FRIEND THEN I CAN'T RESET MY PASSWORD..... DEPRESSED~

and here is my new msn, shayne.wai@hotmail.com think of the bright side.is not too bad anyway.i can change that childish hotmail,refresh my friends list, but still SCREW YOU!! MAY HELL WITH YOU!!! MAY YOUR COMPLAIN BOX FULL TILL YOUR SYSTEM HANG! :)

today read an articles about French dessert, MACARON. its look like hamburger.but a tiny and cute one.and similar as doraemon's favorite. I bet girls will love it.did some research.very rare and not so well known in Malaysia.maybe too costly for the ingredients.

the only shop is Bakerzin which located at 1U.maybe gonna check it out soon.

yum yum~

Look at the time now.my mum probably will say " nowadays those kid ah, don't know what kind of people are they.all like GHOST NOT NEED SLEEP ONE!!CRAZY KID!!" Yup.she definitely will say like that.but whatever she said i'm still sit there and continue my thing.. sorry,mum. this is my life.u gave it to me.so i should do it in my way. :) sound kinda rebellion son~

Another thing is, i realise the effect of caffeine is less effective to keep me awake now. (my mom nagging there again :" drink so many coffee for what.sleep early la.always play play play.next time i don't want buy any of those already") Maybe is i really took too much.almost everyday with coffee coffee and coffee.feel like in every red blood cell will contain a huge number of caffeine.

hard to find this kind of cup right now..can i have one?

OMG! there is coffee in can shape somewhere in the market~

Decaffeinate means most of caffeine been extracted from the coffee bean.

(then what the point of this coffee? ==)

I really really MISS you so much!!!

want talk to u so badly~

thats all.

today is MOVIE day!! well,i supposed to went for that old man accounting extra class,but guess what? there just four person attend this time. I bet he will be freaking mad and nagging for the next lesson.and we just sit there wasted our half day suffer from hearing damage...

Just ignore that old man.I went alone for movie.I'm not a loner.I just lazy to ask someone accompany me.Indeed, is not easy to find someone that really understand you. Relationship is too complicated anyway.when u don't know how to handle it, it just will make your life worse than u cant imagine.when u want to fix things,is too late for u to manipulated it.it's out of control.so better stay away from it.is not safe for an ordinary guy?? at least i feel my social life suck though~is just feel better to be alone.things just get complex when there is more than one right?

back to movie..

watched two movie with no break time.i feel nothing.just like watching tv at home.and yet the screen wider and larger.cool~

The Legend of The Fist- The Return Of Chen Zhen

Donnie Yen just Donnie Yen again.

fighting scene.but he tried to show his humor in this show.not really succeed though~

better stay as his character,one day on screen is fighting actor,forever seen to be a fighting actor. thats how the public media coverage do to you, Donnie~

his classic kick, and i think he swayed by his previous character IP MAN, the ultimate endless punch on your face~ still can't get rid of it.i think thats another classic move for him.guess will be seeing its in his next and after movie.

spider move? and his slide walking in the first few mins war scene impressed me.and the director just named him 007 James Bond CHINESE VERSION because of his immortality?

standing on the roof.looking at his city for crime.this is all superheroes will do nowadays.

DIRECTORS,WHERE'S ALL YOUR CREATIVITY OTHER THAN MAKING IT INTO 3D?

Wall Street : Money Never Sleep

heard that there is a first episode, who cares anyway.i'm just go there and spend my time.

maybe i'm not in it,i mean i'm not a business man who play speculation or shares or deal with banker.so i not really what the TERM they mentioned.

but i know how a person can be materialistic and greedy till the core of his heart and bone.

i have no rights to say is wrong, is just for surviving in the globalization market.

who not greedy anyway? people just want more and more. u can't just shut the thirst, the desire, the seduction down. just make it legal for yourself.cos is now legal for everyone to be greedy..

kinship, friendship, relationship, or MONEY?

not that hard for me to choose..

somehow, i'm enjoying the time being alone. thats the moment u no need care for others (when they dont even want you to care bout it) although feel kinda lonely, but still not bad. :)

guess i'll be watching movie alone.

Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.

ever thine
ever mine
ever ours

This love letter was written by Beethoven.just want to share it to everyone because i think it's really touched deep till the end of your heart.

ever thine

ever mine

ever ours

wow.blog had changed a lot.more convenient and no need always headache for finding templates.=) thanks to blogger team~

i think i will update my blog more often.i have many thing but tell no one.

so i just split it with words.at least make me feel better.

but i got nothing to say now.

ciao guys~

this few days i wondering if i'm not a human.then what else can i be? a turtle, a penguin, an ant, maybe just a chair. just a random thought.
cos not really satisfied what in my life now.had a bad moment.
no matter how hard i work for achievement.there always someone there and tell you
YOU SUCK!! Aww~ that hurts. :/
If i'm just a creature with a TINY brain.everyday just think about what to eat and sleep. i think life should be more easier and simple. :) just a random thought.


A chosen path.when u come to half of the journey.u realise that not what u want. and u want to find a U-turn sign. too bad.found out that u heading to a highway that lead u to HELL~ keep on falling down.
U thought u can do it.but actually u cant.what am i suppose to climb up without a ladder.
Maybe is true.a dream that never reach.

LAW...

WTF!!!!

okay.

recently there is many people keep asking me to update.

but still.i'm so lazy of express my feeling with words.

instead of typing a lengthy emo post.why dont just take a can of beer and sit in a room that blast with music.that should be more relax right?

since i'm started.so just talk about my college life.haha

until this stage.not bad~ found a bunch of guys.having the same interest. we PLAY together.we BLOW WATER together.we GAY together.even go washroom.also together wan.xD

should i talk about girls? O.o nah.every where girls are the same.plus not much that i dare to comment.u know la.sometimes there is some super paparazi.that will spread things around.within an hour.the whole gang will know your story.so better dont.

STUDY?!!! that the most headache part.understanding those legal terms and principles.is not something that u can done in a day or a week.i'm realize some where outside there.always will be someone that smarter than you.and you will know that how stupid you are. AND i'm a STUPID now!!! nightmare is coming soon.assessment week.the week after i getting my SPM result. OMG!!after a HARD SMASH to my fragile heart.i'm going for exam!! doom~

but what can i do?that the pathway i chosen.no matter easy or hard way.is no way BACK.and what waiting in front of me? of course is MONEY la.hahas but first must climb through the book mountain.

no worries.i can overcome it. :)

the end.is that enough?hahas

BOB! UPDATE BLOG!!!!!!

new laptop.

new handphone.

new spec.

new bag.

new clothes.

new car...

can i get this all after cny.?

GOD.please spare me your kindness.some hope.

bless me. though i'm not one of Your children yet. :)

try so hard.just want to get rid off my past.dont even want to look back.

keep telling myself.

forget about everything and just move on my life.there is no one you should care for.

i dont want to be ME anymore.wearing a mask in front of people.feel so bad being a liar.

a new beginning.a new life.

tomorrow will be a new day.

:)

thing that u need any moment is MONEY.

thing that u always must and only love is MONEY.

thing that always reliable still MONEY.

thing that u only can trust also MONEY.

thing that help u gain everything.no doubt.still MONEY. $ $

i keep remind myself everyday when i wake up.i must study hard.i must get good result.have a better life.earn 8-digits salary each month with my own hand.others is not even worth for me to think about.had sacrifice enough for something worthless.suffering and torturing myself for what.no one will sympathize u or lend u a hand.

be realistic.trust no one.

just for survive :)

start my case study just now.

at the beginning.feel so bored and almost fainted cos is full of words.not even a picture or ads.

but slowly.i found quite interesting about those prosecution and charges.how they proceed to the next stage.how they spoke.prostitution Ex post facto assault conspiracy...whoa~ things that i never heard before.

although those bombastic legal words really making me headache.@@ but i'm willing to learn everything.so not a problem for me.:)

'in legal field.there's no right answer.pick the one which more liable by giving benefit to the public.''law is made up of justice and morality.' words from my lecturer.i really so impress.

well.the journey just started.there's so much more to learn.and i need to fresh up mind and go on without penitence.

just hope to be a better guy.have a better life.

:)

today went for amali 3hrs.==

and i really cant stay at there anymore.

so i skipped the others 3hrs.=D

is freaking bored there.

i dont know why those people force us to listen those crap.

and at the end.accident still will happen.

no difference.

my new aim.

20k salary per month.=D

until that time.

wont think too much about others thing.

because money is everything.

:)

$.$

i thinking that i should color my hair with light brown. :)

is a trend for 2010.has a fringe also.

just wanna try out a new look.

woohoo~

but need persuade my mum.==

hell not.is gonna be a impossible mission.

please.

dont miss her anymore.

you just doing the same mistake again.

how can you miss a BITCH?!!!

she keep lying to you.

and you just a toy for her.ATM machine.

so wicked. o.O

just make you more suffer.

wake up please.

you deserve someone better.

:)

wow.just went back from undang test.

totally wasting my sleep time there.zzz

see those questions.omg!!

easy like peeling an apple.like question given with answer.

as long as u got a brain and not color blinded.

u can pass that test.

sorry to those who failed la.xP

i'm getting my license after CNY.haih~

too bad.thought can visit friends house.and get angpau all the way.xP

but without license still can drive right.?xD

dont bang to wall can jo.hahas

means that still need take bus to class for 1month.==

damn it.

why cant gov do work more efficiently arh.

we every year paying tax de ler.

some more increasing drastically tim.but those officers working quality ler.buuuuu~~

hopeless country.haih~ gek sim~

anyway.

i learn how to do business already le.

thanks to someone.

make me awake.and stop me being a STUPID. :)

life like business.relationship even love like business.

loss or gain. worth or worthless.

when u sacrifice something.u always expect to gain something as reward.

when u give out too much for something which is not worth.

then congrats.u become one of the STUPID.=D

be a bit realistic is not that bad.

think about yourself than others is call self-defense.

so that u wont loss anything or get hurt by anyone.

college life is awesome.though starting is a bit boring.

but after that met some new buddy.:)

whoa.talking about hot chicks there.

will have their hp number soon.wahahhaaha

that what for the 1st month.

orientation class = honeymoon month.

but after that.is gonna be a suicidal. x.X

everyday need to attend classes.

business study, accounting, law, IELTS, LAN...

no time for u to rest or even breath.

9months to finish 1 1/2 years syllabus.

WTH!!! really need 120% effort.not dare to think about it.

so i'm just gonna enjoy this month.

my college life~

btw.i'm studying at ATC, KL.

somewhere around police station de.

feel free then find me go yamcha lor~