stop everything.
just wasting your time.
dont bullshit in front of me.
that no more second chance.
end of story..



earth still turning.
sun still shining.
people still busying.
you still not understand me.
i'm still falling.
nothing change.
i want escape from here.
i dont want my life.
disaster.tragedy.pathetic.









start thinking about you.
so beautiful.

we just live in a circle..
no matter how we escape.
how we run..
we still back to where we start.
no matter where we go.
no matter how far we have been.
we still will meet again.

someone said that.
after 1000000++ years.
at the same place.same time.
same thing will happen again.
same people u will meet again.
same journey u will walk again.
everything will repeat and repeat..

always pray for good luck.
always think that god will help us.
always think that we should be a good man.
but did u know that.
all successful men most of them are bad.
they success because they selfishness.
they famous because they covet to fame and fortune.
they always be no.1 because they cruel enough to their enemy.
they fake in front of everyone.
wearing a mask that with a smile that everyone admire.
but no doubt.
they are success in their life.
they get what they want.
smart to be bad.
i will always remember this.

*i think i'm suffering paronoid. x.X

so lai had his flight just now.
and he gave me a call.
i duno what to say.
coz u are my 1st migrated friend..
just said goodbye.
after hang up the phone.
feel like there is manything i wanna say to you.

like i said.
if we met earlier.
maybe we will become GAY.xD
you being such a good friend of mine.
you make my secondary school life full of joy and laugh again. =D

i'm thinking.
2ml u wont be sitting bside me anymorre.
wont be there joking fooling around with us anymore.
wont hear ur daibee voice anymore.
wont see u and chua this pair together anymore.
feel so bad...

we will meet each other again in five years time rite.
that what our brotha deal.hahas
all the best..
i definitely gonna miss you..
chua and ong sure crying tomorrow.
zzz.

pathetic life.

nothing will get worse than this.

nothing worth for me to be there anymore..

sigh*

finding inspiration for my life again.

but what left for me is like so difficult and dark.

dont dare take another step.

scare make mistake again or i'm just a coward?

please tell me what to do.

change me please.

define me please.

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daydreaming in class everyday.

wanna start my study but really dont have that mood.

books just make me feel sleepy.

tuition just make me feel annoying.

but i wanna start my high school life.

sigh~

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i just know making promise again and again.

but i'm not doing anything for it.
i'm so desperate for result.

but still i'm not doing anything for it also.
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