BIG mistake

so fool!so dumb!so stupid!!
i really din mean it.
can i say like that.
i dun know how to be with you..
maybe I'm panic.nervous.coward. just dunno..
Sorry. sorry. and more sorry..
but i know you more after this misunderstood.
wont make u mad next time.
thank to that mistake i made.. :)
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actually. you know what..
i can don't care what u talking there..
what u whispering there..
but i think i cant..
no matter how far i go..
i still try to eavesdropping about what u all toking.
i know its been a bad day for us..
but please don't show your moody look to me can mah..
AND i din ignore u..tats how I'm really am when in bad mood.
i don't think i need apologize for this.
so u still want continue this meaningless cold war or what..

blink blink.

my eye start to blink blink this few days..

i cant stop staring at you..
i cant move my sight from you..
i cant stop finding you everywhere..
i cant speak a words when i see you...
i hope you can remember who i am..
hope got a 'PAUSE' button there..
so that can hold that moment forever~~~

Reboot button.

can find a REBOOT button in my life..?

16 years.832weeks.5840days.140160 hours.8409600 mins.504576000 secs....

WALAO..i din even know i can survive until now.
the most worst is i cant even remember how i spent this 16years..

daydreaming there or what..

just wondering..

Is it really nothing that memorable for me..

let me meditate a while.......

YUP..there is nothing left for me..

i cant think remember any of it..

meaningless for me everyday..

here today gone tomorrow..
Haih..pathetic life..
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really need some inspiration for my life..
i'm trying very hard ad..
but nothing much..
failure AND failure make me feel so down..
i think i just know how to make things worse..
dont feel proud of it at all..
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really hope that can start everything again..
Instead of regret..i know i shouldnt be in that way..
really want get out from this mind box..
but who knows..
maybe start everything again.
i will repeat the same mistake that i made..
reset OR continue..
so HEADACHE..
@.@