Happy Birthday to me...
what a birthday.
let me tell u what happened.
first.
my birthday eve.
sumone told me i shudnt trust tat person.
hurt and sad.
fed up.
my birthday finally come.
wake up morning.
no mood at all.
go to school.
everyone wish me happy birthday.
pretend be very happy.
went to sp with chua.
tot will b a happy day.
she went back early.
after that saw sumthg.
saw sumone wif sumone.
i cant n dw to believe it.
but proof sumthg.atleast i noe.
i lose evrythg.i cried.
fed up.
story end.
so is this the worst birthday u have?
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Saturday, November 29, 2008
831. Too Late.
831.
8letters 3words 1meaning.
I love you.
finally understand.
but is too late.
birthday wish that never come true.
8letters 3words 1meaning.
I love you.
finally understand.
but is too late.
birthday wish that never come true.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Tough. Again & Again.
walao.
cant imagine that camp.
is gonna be a tough wan.
i swear it will be after today survey.
haha.
evrything still in progress.
so tired.==.
cant believe i'm doing it.
hmm.
again & again.
i cant see any light from it anymore.
giving up.
really.
i dont want to miss anything.
but hopeless cover everything.
never listen to me.
is okay.
cause i'm nobody.
always escape.
nothing i can do anymore.
seriously.
another 'again'.
cant imagine that camp.
is gonna be a tough wan.
i swear it will be after today survey.
haha.
evrything still in progress.
so tired.==.
cant believe i'm doing it.
hmm.
again & again.
i cant see any light from it anymore.
giving up.
really.
i dont want to miss anything.
but hopeless cover everything.
never listen to me.
is okay.
cause i'm nobody.
always escape.
nothing i can do anymore.
seriously.
another 'again'.
Friday, November 7, 2008
Untitled.
tired.
part timer rili so tired de.==
lazy to updated ad.
fingers oso lazy to move.
teddy guy.?
start to hate teddy bear ad.
evryday oso doing the same thg.
haih.
duno y so many girls love it.
rili lazy to move ad.
nite.
x.X.
part timer rili so tired de.==
lazy to updated ad.
fingers oso lazy to move.
teddy guy.?
start to hate teddy bear ad.
evryday oso doing the same thg.
haih.
duno y so many girls love it.
rili lazy to move ad.
nite.
x.X.
Friday, October 31, 2008
Still here.
Addicted to work.
keep on working.
just try to focus on my work.
dont think about other things.
just want myself feel beta.
but i'm still here.
wait for a day that will never come.
No more talk. No more misunderstood.
Is this beta for us.
who know.
maybe really is beta for me.
Wateva bah.
this just life.
just want to be alone.
just pretending.
for us.
keep on working.
just try to focus on my work.
dont think about other things.
just want myself feel beta.
but i'm still here.
wait for a day that will never come.
No more talk. No more misunderstood.
Is this beta for us.
who know.
maybe really is beta for me.
Wateva bah.
this just life.
just want to be alone.
just pretending.
for us.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Common.Channel.
Walao.
2day go skul again.
tot will get caught cause late 2 skul.
but just on time.the bell ring.==
rili wan try come late de feeling le.xD
just lyk tat chuaHueyIn.Haha.
Vacancy.
so hard 2 find a job.
still waiting my future boss to call me.
but none. T.T
earn beta than spend during holiday lo.
dunwan b 败家子 le.
now only noe earn money so hard de.
hire me pls.xD
Actually.
rili hard to find sumthing tat common.
no common topic.
no common friend.
none.
try to find topic.
but nt nid say anythg beta than evrythg.
'nvm.' 'Suan liao'.
actually i mind.
but just dunwan to make thing worse.
pretend like dun mind.
2day go skul again.
tot will get caught cause late 2 skul.
but just on time.the bell ring.==
rili wan try come late de feeling le.xD
just lyk tat chuaHueyIn.Haha.
Vacancy.
so hard 2 find a job.
still waiting my future boss to call me.
but none. T.T
earn beta than spend during holiday lo.
dunwan b 败家子 le.
now only noe earn money so hard de.
hire me pls.xD
Actually.
rili hard to find sumthing tat common.
no common topic.
no common friend.
none.
try to find topic.
but nt nid say anythg beta than evrythg.
'nvm.' 'Suan liao'.
actually i mind.
but just dunwan to make thing worse.
pretend like dun mind.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Untitled.
still hvnt figured out wat title shud i put.
haha.
hv sumthg in my mind.
so juz write it out.
dammmmmmmmmmn sien la!!!!
after final exam de skul rili so boring de meh.
2day go 2 skul.
half of the class de ppl ponteng.==
boring dou sei.
walk around the skul.
feel lyk so dai B la.
coz rili ntg 2 do.
then they all mah play wif my phone cam lo.
took tis few picture.althugh nt rili nice.xD
~whole gang of wuliao guys
~yeah
~panorama??
精神上出轨.??
swt la tat ong.
keep remind me bout tis word.
everytime tok bout tat person.
then pop out tis word.
aiyo.
decided.
2ml dun go 2 skul.
haha.
ong. pls dun chop me into pieces.
xD.
haha.
hv sumthg in my mind.
so juz write it out.
dammmmmmmmmmn sien la!!!!
after final exam de skul rili so boring de meh.
2day go 2 skul.
half of the class de ppl ponteng.==
boring dou sei.
walk around the skul.
feel lyk so dai B la.
coz rili ntg 2 do.
then they all mah play wif my phone cam lo.
took tis few picture.althugh nt rili nice.xD
~whole gang of wuliao guys
~yeah
~panorama??
精神上出轨.??
swt la tat ong.
keep remind me bout tis word.
everytime tok bout tat person.
then pop out tis word.
aiyo.
decided.
2ml dun go 2 skul.
haha.
ong. pls dun chop me into pieces.
xD.
Monday, October 20, 2008
dot.line.wall
exam finally end.
xD
just few papers.
waste my 1 mth.==
finally put a dot on my study.
concentrate on my secret project.
haha.
so sien.
learnt a new word.
'boredom'.
haha. xD
after exam de school day sure sien de.
planning dont go after tis week.
xD.
heii. u all.
pls dun ponteng sekolah.
haha.
xD
just few papers.
waste my 1 mth.==
finally put a dot on my study.
concentrate on my secret project.
haha.
so sien.
learnt a new word.
'boredom'.
haha. xD
after exam de school day sure sien de.
planning dont go after tis week.
xD.
heii. u all.
pls dun ponteng sekolah.
haha.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
blur.
evrythg.
start 2 become blur ad.
people's thoughts.
evryone try 2 hide what they thinking.
wearing a mask & say Hi.
sometimes rili duno who shud u trust.
dun trust anyone ba.
relationship.
start 2 become blur ad.
when starting.
feel lyk dun care.
feel lyk fed up.
but longer n longer the time.
dun feel anythg ad.
try 2 run away.
dun look back.
dun brng me back.
hope a smile can hide evrythg.
but it cant.
another day.
start 2 become blur ad.
people's thoughts.
evryone try 2 hide what they thinking.
wearing a mask & say Hi.
sometimes rili duno who shud u trust.
dun trust anyone ba.
relationship.
start 2 become blur ad.
when starting.
feel lyk dun care.
feel lyk fed up.
but longer n longer the time.
dun feel anythg ad.
try 2 run away.
dun look back.
dun brng me back.
hope a smile can hide evrythg.
but it cant.
another day.
Friday, October 17, 2008
white lies.
lies.
diff people. diff lies.
haha. telling lies. evryday do de la.
2day telling lies again.
something shud let people noe but i din told tat person.
but actually for everyone good.
dw make their relation more 'jiang'.
counted as : white lies.
PMR finally end.
*clap hands.
mean another year gonna end.
after exam. will evrythg change for me.?
duno.
mayb u telling lies 2 make me feel beta.
duno.
counted as: white lies.
tired.
evryday go caogei. duno wat for.
just spending my time.
boring.
actually me got many things to do.
just duno start from where.
so just tell myself.
dun do anythg.
just dw make thing worse.
counted as: white lies.
nite.:)
diff people. diff lies.
haha. telling lies. evryday do de la.
2day telling lies again.
something shud let people noe but i din told tat person.
but actually for everyone good.
dw make their relation more 'jiang'.
counted as : white lies.
PMR finally end.
*clap hands.
mean another year gonna end.
after exam. will evrythg change for me.?
duno.
mayb u telling lies 2 make me feel beta.
duno.
counted as: white lies.
tired.
evryday go caogei. duno wat for.
just spending my time.
boring.
actually me got many things to do.
just duno start from where.
so just tell myself.
dun do anythg.
just dw make thing worse.
counted as: white lies.
nite.:)
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Changes.
'Evrything change. Even something never change also will change.'...
read it from newspaper de.
is true.
realize tat since I born.
evrything keep changing.
how people look like, places, favourite, and many many......
ntg will stop and wait for u 2 change de.
time still goes on without u.
aniways.
me rili wan hang out la.
dun wan tuition. dun wan caogei.
just hang out la.
duno y 4p1 kaki all dw go sunway de.
me sunway kaki lai de le.
if not going sunway then can go whr woh.
wateva bah.
so weird la.
2day finally dare 2 find u.
duno why.
read it from newspaper de.
is true.
realize tat since I born.
evrything keep changing.
how people look like, places, favourite, and many many......
ntg will stop and wait for u 2 change de.
time still goes on without u.
aniways.
me rili wan hang out la.
dun wan tuition. dun wan caogei.
just hang out la.
duno y 4p1 kaki all dw go sunway de.
me sunway kaki lai de le.
if not going sunway then can go whr woh.
wateva bah.
so weird la.
2day finally dare 2 find u.
duno why.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
hot. bored.
another day for this week.
feel so hot.
stay at home play with that hp.
addicted to pokemon hp version. haha. long time din play edi.
wanna go to school 2ml.
or go tuition beta.?
still hvnt decide yet.
hmm.feel lyk miss u again.
tell myself dun do tat again.
dun thk too much.
mayb after exam u oredi forget me.
who know.
:)
another day.
just spent my time lyk do nothing.
feel so hot.
stay at home play with that hp.
addicted to pokemon hp version. haha. long time din play edi.
wanna go to school 2ml.
or go tuition beta.?
still hvnt decide yet.
hmm.feel lyk miss u again.
tell myself dun do tat again.
dun thk too much.
mayb after exam u oredi forget me.
who know.
:)
another day.
just spent my time lyk do nothing.
Monday, October 13, 2008
Enjoy. or Blinded work?
woke up early morning. 6.15am.
went to skul just for library duty.
duno y suddenly so rajin.xD
actually plan 2 caogei after tis de. Haha.
got reason only will so rajin de.
just for spending my time there rather than at home.
wan go 1u with kc they all. but too far n lazy.
so mah suan liao lo.
learnt sumthing 2day.
actually sumtimes u do something.
just for do tat thing then u do it or
u should enjoy during the progress.
I quite confused.
when u finish the job u will realize.
why u should take this job.
duno le. Haha.
Hmm. 2day c those f3 studying so hard.
but din c u. still feel some bu xi guan.
C them remind me many noob thing i did before.
pmr only mah. dun expect too much.
same like every paper u take before.
like KACANG!! xD
Thought still have many things i should do.
but at the end i also duno how i spent my day.
din do anythg at all. Haha.
Should i go find u.
or should i just let it go.
U told me that this is ur style.
but i cant tahan this kind of style.
but u ask me 2 dun leave u.
will u change for me?
Who know........
went to skul just for library duty.
duno y suddenly so rajin.xD
actually plan 2 caogei after tis de. Haha.
got reason only will so rajin de.
just for spending my time there rather than at home.
wan go 1u with kc they all. but too far n lazy.
so mah suan liao lo.
learnt sumthing 2day.
actually sumtimes u do something.
just for do tat thing then u do it or
u should enjoy during the progress.
I quite confused.
when u finish the job u will realize.
why u should take this job.
duno le. Haha.
Hmm. 2day c those f3 studying so hard.
but din c u. still feel some bu xi guan.
C them remind me many noob thing i did before.
pmr only mah. dun expect too much.
same like every paper u take before.
like KACANG!! xD
Thought still have many things i should do.
but at the end i also duno how i spent my day.
din do anythg at all. Haha.
Should i go find u.
or should i just let it go.
U told me that this is ur style.
but i cant tahan this kind of style.
but u ask me 2 dun leave u.
will u change for me?
Who know........
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Let It Be.. :)
顺其自然 bah.. Start to be my 1st word to evryone.
Haha. Really de.
Just lyk exam lo.just part of life.
Good or bad result. So wat?!
We already try our best. Ntg cn do to change it.
So just let it be bah. xD.
Sometime when u duno wat 2 do. feel veli mafan bout it.
Many things v cant control bout it. So juz let it be bah.
Maybe is a good excuse for run away.
Atleast u not nid so fui lo.xD
feel lyk veli baichi lo.
Sometime when u wan care bout sumone.
put many effort to some relationship.
but at the end oso not wat u wan.
feel lyk fed up jo.
So juz let it be. :)
Or just lyk a DotA game.
win or lose. just a game.
dun take it so serious.
So just let it be.
Life is lyk tat de lo.
Let It Be Bah.:)
Haha. Really de.
Just lyk exam lo.just part of life.
Good or bad result. So wat?!
We already try our best. Ntg cn do to change it.
So just let it be bah. xD.
Sometime when u duno wat 2 do. feel veli mafan bout it.
Many things v cant control bout it. So juz let it be bah.
Maybe is a good excuse for run away.
Atleast u not nid so fui lo.xD
feel lyk veli baichi lo.
Sometime when u wan care bout sumone.
put many effort to some relationship.
but at the end oso not wat u wan.
feel lyk fed up jo.
So juz let it be. :)
Or just lyk a DotA game.
win or lose. just a game.
dun take it so serious.
So just let it be.
Life is lyk tat de lo.
Let It Be Bah.:)
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Smile. Can Hide Evrythg Behind.
Yeah!Exam almost finish ad.xD
No eye c tis time de result ad de la.==
'Dun worry,bro.Juz an exam oli mah.'
Always told ppl in tis way but myself wont thk lyk tis de.
Always study til nxt day morning.. So tired for wat.Juz 4 Exam.
Learned sumthg new.
Actually juz a simple smile..
a simple smile.But cn hide evrythg behind.
no matter wat.ppl duno how u feel de.
Juz a simple smile.althugh is fake.
Evrytime quarrel wif u.
the next day. A simple smile cn make evrythg beta.
Althugh is fake.but atleast cn make u happy.
But.2day u passed by. i duno how 2 smile at u.
Juz feel lyk.It not nid anymore.
U told me tat time u spent wif me is ur happiness.
But I hope i cn tell u. Is my happiness too.
But is nvm ad.
Evrythg 4 u juz memory.but not me.
Hope ntg happen b4. Hope u still bside me.
but is oredi past tense 4 u.
So.
Juz let it go bah. (:
No eye c tis time de result ad de la.==
'Dun worry,bro.Juz an exam oli mah.'
Always told ppl in tis way but myself wont thk lyk tis de.
Always study til nxt day morning.. So tired for wat.Juz 4 Exam.
Learned sumthg new.
Actually juz a simple smile..
a simple smile.But cn hide evrythg behind.
no matter wat.ppl duno how u feel de.
Juz a simple smile.althugh is fake.
Evrytime quarrel wif u.
the next day. A simple smile cn make evrythg beta.
Althugh is fake.but atleast cn make u happy.
But.2day u passed by. i duno how 2 smile at u.
Juz feel lyk.It not nid anymore.
U told me tat time u spent wif me is ur happiness.
But I hope i cn tell u. Is my happiness too.
But is nvm ad.
Evrythg 4 u juz memory.but not me.
Hope ntg happen b4. Hope u still bside me.
but is oredi past tense 4 u.
So.
Juz let it go bah. (:
Saturday, October 4, 2008
New Bag & Shoe.!! xD
Just now go shopping.Coz no mood to study at all.=='
And found a shop named 'Playez' de.(kinda lyk Malaysia version WC & TL)xD
then i bought a bag & shoe le. Of coz paid by parent lo..
Actually not veli nice la. Juz for temporarily use oli de.
Then nxt yr buy another new one lo. Hehe.
And found a shop named 'Playez' de.(kinda lyk Malaysia version WC & TL)xD
then i bought a bag & shoe le. Of coz paid by parent lo..
Actually not veli nice la. Juz for temporarily use oli de.
Then nxt yr buy another new one lo. Hehe.
~any comment?
~Kinda gay n old le.
~Browny.
Moody Day.
Saturday jo lo.still hv almost 30hrs more then nid go 2 hell ad. T.T
started study whole morning.but duno wat i study for. Haih.
*HATE Sejarah.!! HATE study la!!
duno y everyone study lyk hell. Juz for exam meh.
form4 shud enjoy rite. Yup.then i give up ad.
DUN STUDY! everyone pls!! Nxt yr still nid study lyk hell de ler...
Woke up late.then din go for addmaths extra class. Haha.
No mood 2 take bus n juz go thr daydreaming again..
Alone at home la. Ntg 2 eat. So juz go Caltex buy maggi mee.
wan find u 2 teman me de. but u always say u nid 2 study.
fed up ad. Haih.
Hmm.. Duno y i so care bout u de lo..
Actually. U oredi dun care. wat else cn i care for..
suan liao la. U wan study then u study til enugh bah.
Me dw waste my time on u. I still nid enjoy my life de.
Juz wan tell u. Study oli part of ur life.
I dw give up de.But i oso dw 2 do anythg bout it.
So. Ntg jo la.
Me still me. Juz no more Us oli mah. =)
started study whole morning.but duno wat i study for. Haih.
*HATE Sejarah.!! HATE study la!!
duno y everyone study lyk hell. Juz for exam meh.
form4 shud enjoy rite. Yup.then i give up ad.
DUN STUDY! everyone pls!! Nxt yr still nid study lyk hell de ler...
Woke up late.then din go for addmaths extra class. Haha.
No mood 2 take bus n juz go thr daydreaming again..
Alone at home la. Ntg 2 eat. So juz go Caltex buy maggi mee.
wan find u 2 teman me de. but u always say u nid 2 study.
fed up ad. Haih.
Hmm.. Duno y i so care bout u de lo..
Actually. U oredi dun care. wat else cn i care for..
suan liao la. U wan study then u study til enugh bah.
Me dw waste my time on u. I still nid enjoy my life de.
Juz wan tell u. Study oli part of ur life.
I dw give up de.But i oso dw 2 do anythg bout it.
So. Ntg jo la.
Me still me. Juz no more Us oli mah. =)
Friday, October 3, 2008
Almost Exam!!!
Sei lo. Tis holiday din even touch my book at all. Haih.
Actually i wan study sej de. but when i c those word..
feel lyk vomit la. x.x
Dun hv study mood at all.
evrytime wait til last min oli noe how to write '死' tis word.
then study til sot evrynite. Haih.
Today friday jo. still have 60hrs to study only.
but sumtimes i will think.
'if i dun study c whether i cn pass a not?' xD (wat a stupid!!)
GOD! SAVE ME!!!
Tis time rili nid pray b4 going 2 skul.
now feel going skul lyk going to die lyk tat.
Haih.
Ntg can do bout it. Tis call a student life.
Study.exam. And study. Exam again.
Study bah. Add oil. Gambateh.!!
Actually i wan study sej de. but when i c those word..
feel lyk vomit la. x.x
Dun hv study mood at all.
evrytime wait til last min oli noe how to write '死' tis word.
then study til sot evrynite. Haih.
Today friday jo. still have 60hrs to study only.
but sumtimes i will think.
'if i dun study c whether i cn pass a not?' xD (wat a stupid!!)
GOD! SAVE ME!!!
Tis time rili nid pray b4 going 2 skul.
now feel going skul lyk going to die lyk tat.
Haih.
Ntg can do bout it. Tis call a student life.
Study.exam. And study. Exam again.
Study bah. Add oil. Gambateh.!!
►start here▪? Again?
Sawaanicup.. xD. Dun think i'm thai. just use to say helo.
Anyways.. Nice to meet you..
Tis blog is written by:
*baichi*
*lyk to sleep in class*
*lazy 2 study but duno y cn pass de* xD
*emo guy?*
*noob librarian◄◄*(totally yes)
*Qian da de ppl*
*quite sien de*
*always free til go disturb ppl de*
*A shy shy guy?*
*Day dreaming*
*Big pandaEye*@.@
*Always been KaiBao* T.T
*Talk Rubbish Award* yeah!!
*Ntg special oso*
Start over a new blog.(finally noe i'm not good in essay.==')
Sory lo.coz i'm not a good blogger mah.
Everytime oso lazy 2 upload then left it there for XX mths.. o.O
Try 2 upload it when i free bah.
Thx for spending time 2 read it. Haha.
P.S: Any grammar mistake.Forgive me pls. :P
Anyways.. Nice to meet you..
Tis blog is written by:
*baichi*
*lyk to sleep in class*
*lazy 2 study but duno y cn pass de* xD
*emo guy?*
*noob librarian◄◄*(totally yes)
*Qian da de ppl*
*quite sien de*
*always free til go disturb ppl de*
*A shy shy guy?*
*Day dreaming*
*Big pandaEye*@.@
*Always been KaiBao* T.T
*Talk Rubbish Award* yeah!!
*Ntg special oso*
Start over a new blog.(finally noe i'm not good in essay.==')
Sory lo.coz i'm not a good blogger mah.
Everytime oso lazy 2 upload then left it there for XX mths.. o.O
Try 2 upload it when i free bah.
Thx for spending time 2 read it. Haha.
P.S: Any grammar mistake.Forgive me pls. :P
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