try so hard.just want to get rid off my past.dont even want to look back.

keep telling myself.

forget about everything and just move on my life.there is no one you should care for.

i dont want to be ME anymore.wearing a mask in front of people.feel so bad being a liar.

a new beginning.a new life.

tomorrow will be a new day.

:)

thing that u need any moment is MONEY.

thing that u always must and only love is MONEY.

thing that always reliable still MONEY.

thing that u only can trust also MONEY.

thing that help u gain everything.no doubt.still MONEY. $ $

i keep remind myself everyday when i wake up.i must study hard.i must get good result.have a better life.earn 8-digits salary each month with my own hand.others is not even worth for me to think about.had sacrifice enough for something worthless.suffering and torturing myself for what.no one will sympathize u or lend u a hand.

be realistic.trust no one.

just for survive :)

start my case study just now.

at the beginning.feel so bored and almost fainted cos is full of words.not even a picture or ads.

but slowly.i found quite interesting about those prosecution and charges.how they proceed to the next stage.how they spoke.prostitution Ex post facto assault conspiracy...whoa~ things that i never heard before.

although those bombastic legal words really making me headache.@@ but i'm willing to learn everything.so not a problem for me.:)

'in legal field.there's no right answer.pick the one which more liable by giving benefit to the public.''law is made up of justice and morality.' words from my lecturer.i really so impress.

well.the journey just started.there's so much more to learn.and i need to fresh up mind and go on without penitence.

just hope to be a better guy.have a better life.

:)

today went for amali 3hrs.==

and i really cant stay at there anymore.

so i skipped the others 3hrs.=D

is freaking bored there.

i dont know why those people force us to listen those crap.

and at the end.accident still will happen.

no difference.

my new aim.

20k salary per month.=D

until that time.

wont think too much about others thing.

because money is everything.

:)

$.$

i thinking that i should color my hair with light brown. :)

is a trend for 2010.has a fringe also.

just wanna try out a new look.

woohoo~

but need persuade my mum.==

hell not.is gonna be a impossible mission.

please.

dont miss her anymore.

you just doing the same mistake again.

how can you miss a BITCH?!!!

she keep lying to you.

and you just a toy for her.ATM machine.

so wicked. o.O

just make you more suffer.

wake up please.

you deserve someone better.

:)

wow.just went back from undang test.

totally wasting my sleep time there.zzz

see those questions.omg!!

easy like peeling an apple.like question given with answer.

as long as u got a brain and not color blinded.

u can pass that test.

sorry to those who failed la.xP

i'm getting my license after CNY.haih~

too bad.thought can visit friends house.and get angpau all the way.xP

but without license still can drive right.?xD

dont bang to wall can jo.hahas

means that still need take bus to class for 1month.==

damn it.

why cant gov do work more efficiently arh.

we every year paying tax de ler.

some more increasing drastically tim.but those officers working quality ler.buuuuu~~

hopeless country.haih~ gek sim~

anyway.

i learn how to do business already le.

thanks to someone.

make me awake.and stop me being a STUPID. :)

life like business.relationship even love like business.

loss or gain. worth or worthless.

when u sacrifice something.u always expect to gain something as reward.

when u give out too much for something which is not worth.

then congrats.u become one of the STUPID.=D

be a bit realistic is not that bad.

think about yourself than others is call self-defense.

so that u wont loss anything or get hurt by anyone.

college life is awesome.though starting is a bit boring.

but after that met some new buddy.:)

whoa.talking about hot chicks there.

will have their hp number soon.wahahhaaha

that what for the 1st month.

orientation class = honeymoon month.

but after that.is gonna be a suicidal. x.X

everyday need to attend classes.

business study, accounting, law, IELTS, LAN...

no time for u to rest or even breath.

9months to finish 1 1/2 years syllabus.

WTH!!! really need 120% effort.not dare to think about it.

so i'm just gonna enjoy this month.

my college life~

btw.i'm studying at ATC, KL.

somewhere around police station de.

feel free then find me go yamcha lor~