this few days i wondering if i'm not a human.then what else can i be? a turtle, a penguin, an ant, maybe just a chair. just a random thought.
cos not really satisfied what in my life now.had a bad moment.
no matter how hard i work for achievement.there always someone there and tell you
YOU SUCK!! Aww~ that hurts. :/
If i'm just a creature with a TINY brain.everyday just think about what to eat and sleep. i think life should be more easier and simple. :) just a random thought.


A chosen path.when u come to half of the journey.u realise that not what u want. and u want to find a U-turn sign. too bad.found out that u heading to a highway that lead u to HELL~ keep on falling down.
U thought u can do it.but actually u cant.what am i suppose to climb up without a ladder.
Maybe is true.a dream that never reach.

LAW...

WTF!!!!

okay.

recently there is many people keep asking me to update.

but still.i'm so lazy of express my feeling with words.

instead of typing a lengthy emo post.why dont just take a can of beer and sit in a room that blast with music.that should be more relax right?

since i'm started.so just talk about my college life.haha

until this stage.not bad~ found a bunch of guys.having the same interest. we PLAY together.we BLOW WATER together.we GAY together.even go washroom.also together wan.xD

should i talk about girls? O.o nah.every where girls are the same.plus not much that i dare to comment.u know la.sometimes there is some super paparazi.that will spread things around.within an hour.the whole gang will know your story.so better dont.

STUDY?!!! that the most headache part.understanding those legal terms and principles.is not something that u can done in a day or a week.i'm realize some where outside there.always will be someone that smarter than you.and you will know that how stupid you are. AND i'm a STUPID now!!! nightmare is coming soon.assessment week.the week after i getting my SPM result. OMG!!after a HARD SMASH to my fragile heart.i'm going for exam!! doom~

but what can i do?that the pathway i chosen.no matter easy or hard way.is no way BACK.and what waiting in front of me? of course is MONEY la.hahas but first must climb through the book mountain.

no worries.i can overcome it. :)

the end.is that enough?hahas

BOB! UPDATE BLOG!!!!!!

new laptop.

new handphone.

new spec.

new bag.

new clothes.

new car...

can i get this all after cny.?

GOD.please spare me your kindness.some hope.

bless me. though i'm not one of Your children yet. :)

try so hard.just want to get rid off my past.dont even want to look back.

keep telling myself.

forget about everything and just move on my life.there is no one you should care for.

i dont want to be ME anymore.wearing a mask in front of people.feel so bad being a liar.

a new beginning.a new life.

tomorrow will be a new day.

:)

thing that u need any moment is MONEY.

thing that u always must and only love is MONEY.

thing that always reliable still MONEY.

thing that u only can trust also MONEY.

thing that help u gain everything.no doubt.still MONEY. $ $

i keep remind myself everyday when i wake up.i must study hard.i must get good result.have a better life.earn 8-digits salary each month with my own hand.others is not even worth for me to think about.had sacrifice enough for something worthless.suffering and torturing myself for what.no one will sympathize u or lend u a hand.

be realistic.trust no one.

just for survive :)