MyBubblesLife

2010-10-05T02:10:00.002+08:00

I always plan before i start my revision. but seriously mood just will sway randomly by anything. hard to say that the plan end up well without any distraction. studied everything except for accounting.now just revise back again. just hope my AS will pass. then will be my first succession in college life. At least won't end up badly this year. and hell not gonna resit the paper again~

I'm kinda sensitive to YELLOW color.for no reason again~

seem like my life is like no reason to be my only reason to move on.

A lawyer?

that what i'm aiming for.

but need finish my A-level LLB CLP

long way to go~ no time for others. all just distraction right.like bubbles~

always thought that someone will understand.

i think now is better for me to don't expect anything anymore.

I deserve it or whatever. say anything u like.as if i care.

when i care.people just don't give a damn.

when i don't care at all.people just gonna give me a damn~

so complicated~

2010-10-02T00:13:00.004+08:00

study until 3pm at library and i skipped lunch.probably that time really not in good mood.just let it be.i deserve it anyway. AND i din't suffer from gastric.maybe my stomach start to secrete iron juice.immortality to any pain~ even pain until die, who cares right? who will come and ask : Are u okay? Nope,there is no one as usual..

Kay, so i went for movie again~ thought can't manage to get my booked ticket and need queue up for ticket.maybe the day not that worse anyway.

Andy Lau was the only watchable ACTOR in the movie. finally know why he always the top in the GUY WHO WANTED TO GET MARRIED WITH list.not bad though. but he kinda old for action movie i guess.

LI BINGBING!! Every scene is like so pretty with her appearance and made my ticket worth for it. :D

BUT their eyebrows really look weird.maybe that the unique selling point of this movie :S

狄仁杰之通天帝国 Detective Dee

There is another movie trailer get my attention. Child's Eye . Horror movie in 3D.directed by 彭氏兄弟.their first 3D production. but i think i'm not able to watch. 10 days left for my exam~ so watch it for me ya~ ciao~

2010-09-29T23:33:00.003+08:00

Okay, so i'm not taking coffee so often.at least not everyday.

my SUPERWOMAN friend said later will got migraine and suffer until keep bang wall.so i just cut down the daily consume amount.

my MUM said chewing gum not good as well.if not why Singapore ban it? what the hell! for god sake...

well, I guess nowadays is there any food left is good for health one.now all is genetically modified food.just the government keep it as confidential so that people won't know there is food crisis. every meal u take sure got consists of millions type of chemical.if really don't have, i go to hospital and change my SEX now!!

I found another way to stay awake and study whole night. TRY TO BITE MYSELF =)

i know is sound kinda like a person suffered metallic problem.but is there anyway else? i got lot of things need study and there is so little time.no choice but to last for 11 days more~

Sometimes i wonder what you written on your status issit about me? Issit talking to me? I really wanna ask you.I really wanna talk to u so badly.

But now there is nothing i can do but study~ Sorry~

I really wanna let you know.

I MISS YOU

AKU RINDU PADA MU

我想你

!!!!

2010-09-27T23:42:00.004+08:00

I finished my law revision yesterday.start my business study today. and i realise there is one week more free after my law paper.well~ time to get steady and relax :)

That THE END for my accounting extra class by that bullshit arrogant ego selfish greedy old man who live in his own generation!!! finally no need see his face although just for few weeks.but guess its satisfied everyone.what a relief~

SUPERNATURAL is back for season 6!!

well,yea. i admit i kinda like american series. Sam & Dean, the Winchester brothers.the life that i always wanted.freedom and excitement always waiting for you.never know what will come after you. and of course, just another horror drama anyway~ the story begin with the revive of Sam who sacrificed to save the world (so called) and their grandpa and some cousins~ well,look like everyone back from HELL~

Dean (left) & Sam (right)

Misha Collins who play Castiel, one of the angel look so cool~

69' Mustang which the brothers always drive on road~

Gossip Girls??

i saw lots of my friends watching but it sound girlish to me.maybe i'll try to watch it after my exam.

WAIT!!!

talk about exam.just another two weeks more for my revision.ohmygod.and now i'm still surfing everywhere.watching drama series.and its make me forget what i had studied.great~

well,think of the bright side.

take a short break just for another long journey.quite fair right?

I am someone if u want care and concern about me,then just let me know and tell me. If u don't, then i just won't say anything also. When u need my concern, i will be there; when u think my concern just too much,then i just walk away and won't turn back.simple as that.

don't make things complicated.

2010-09-27T01:31:00.002+08:00

MY DAY END UP BADLY!! SCREW YOU MSN!! WHY I CAN't SIGN IN FOR MY ACCOUNT WHILE MY PASSWORD IS CORRECT?! AND I CAN'T REMEMBER WHO IS MY BEST CHILDHOOD FRIEND THEN I CAN'T RESET MY PASSWORD..... DEPRESSED~

and here is my new msn, shayne.wai@hotmail.com think of the bright side.is not too bad anyway.i can change that childish hotmail,refresh my friends list, but still SCREW YOU!! MAY HELL WITH YOU!!! MAY YOUR COMPLAIN BOX FULL TILL YOUR SYSTEM HANG! :)

today read an articles about French dessert, MACARON. its look like hamburger.but a tiny and cute one.and similar as doraemon's favorite. I bet girls will love it.did some research.very rare and not so well known in Malaysia.maybe too costly for the ingredients.

the only shop is Bakerzin which located at 1U.maybe gonna check it out soon.

yum yum~

2010-09-26T02:50:00.004+08:00

Look at the time now.my mum probably will say " nowadays those kid ah, don't know what kind of people are they.all like GHOST NOT NEED SLEEP ONE!!CRAZY KID!!" Yup.she definitely will say like that.but whatever she said i'm still sit there and continue my thing.. sorry,mum. this is my life.u gave it to me.so i should do it in my way. :) sound kinda rebellion son~

Another thing is, i realise the effect of caffeine is less effective to keep me awake now. (my mom nagging there again :" drink so many coffee for what.sleep early la.always play play play.next time i don't want buy any of those already") Maybe is i really took too much.almost everyday with coffee coffee and coffee.feel like in every red blood cell will contain a huge number of caffeine.

hard to find this kind of cup right now..can i have one?

OMG! there is coffee in can shape somewhere in the market~

Decaffeinate means most of caffeine been extracted from the coffee bean.

(then what the point of this coffee? ==)

I really really MISS you so much!!!

want talk to u so badly~

thats all.

2010-09-25T01:30:00.007+08:00

today is MOVIE day!! well,i supposed to went for that old man accounting extra class,but guess what? there just four person attend this time. I bet he will be freaking mad and nagging for the next lesson.and we just sit there wasted our half day suffer from hearing damage...

Just ignore that old man.I went alone for movie.I'm not a loner.I just lazy to ask someone accompany me.Indeed, is not easy to find someone that really understand you. Relationship is too complicated anyway.when u don't know how to handle it, it just will make your life worse than u cant imagine.when u want to fix things,is too late for u to manipulated it.it's out of control.so better stay away from it.is not safe for an ordinary guy?? at least i feel my social life suck though~is just feel better to be alone.things just get complex when there is more than one right?

back to movie..

watched two movie with no break time.i feel nothing.just like watching tv at home.and yet the screen wider and larger.cool~

The Legend of The Fist- The Return Of Chen Zhen

Donnie Yen just Donnie Yen again.

fighting scene.but he tried to show his humor in this show.not really succeed though~

better stay as his character,one day on screen is fighting actor,forever seen to be a fighting actor. thats how the public media coverage do to you, Donnie~

his classic kick, and i think he swayed by his previous character IP MAN, the ultimate endless punch on your face~ still can't get rid of it.i think thats another classic move for him.guess will be seeing its in his next and after movie.

spider move? and his slide walking in the first few mins war scene impressed me.and the director just named him 007 James Bond CHINESE VERSION because of his immortality?

standing on the roof.looking at his city for crime.this is all superheroes will do nowadays.

DIRECTORS,WHERE'S ALL YOUR CREATIVITY OTHER THAN MAKING IT INTO 3D?

Wall Street : Money Never Sleep

heard that there is a first episode, who cares anyway.i'm just go there and spend my time.

maybe i'm not in it,i mean i'm not a business man who play speculation or shares or deal with banker.so i not really what the TERM they mentioned.

but i know how a person can be materialistic and greedy till the core of his heart and bone.

i have no rights to say is wrong, is just for surviving in the globalization market.

who not greedy anyway? people just want more and more. u can't just shut the thirst, the desire, the seduction down. just make it legal for yourself.cos is now legal for everyone to be greedy..

kinship, friendship, relationship, or MONEY?

not that hard for me to choose..

somehow, i'm enjoying the time being alone. thats the moment u no need care for others (when they dont even want you to care bout it) although feel kinda lonely, but still not bad. :)

guess i'll be watching movie alone.

2010-06-22T15:06:00.002+08:00

Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.

ever thine
ever mine
ever ours

This love letter was written by Beethoven.just want to share it to everyone because i think it's really touched deep till the end of your heart.

ever thine

ever mine

ever ours

2010-06-16T15:57:00.003+08:00

wow.blog had changed a lot.more convenient and no need always headache for finding templates.=) thanks to blogger team~

i think i will update my blog more often.i have many thing but tell no one.

so i just split it with words.at least make me feel better.

but i got nothing to say now.

ciao guys~

2010-03-21T01:33:00.003+08:00

this few days i wondering if i'm not a human.then what else can i be? a turtle, a penguin, an ant, maybe just a chair. just a random thought.
cos not really satisfied what in my life now.had a bad moment.
no matter how hard i work for achievement.there always someone there and tell you
YOU SUCK!! Aww~ that hurts. :/
If i'm just a creature with a TINY brain.everyday just think about what to eat and sleep. i think life should be more easier and simple. :) just a random thought.

A chosen path.when u come to half of the journey.u realise that not what u want. and u want to find a U-turn sign. too bad.found out that u heading to a highway that lead u to HELL~ keep on falling down.
U thought u can do it.but actually u cant.what am i suppose to climb up without a ladder.
Maybe is true.a dream that never reach.

2010-03-16T00:49:00.000+08:00

LAW...

WTF!!!!

2010-03-08T22:55:00.003+08:00

okay.

recently there is many people keep asking me to update.

but still.i'm so lazy of express my feeling with words.

instead of typing a lengthy emo post.why dont just take a can of beer and sit in a room that blast with music.that should be more relax right?

since i'm started.so just talk about my college life.haha

until this stage.not bad~ found a bunch of guys.having the same interest. we PLAY together.we BLOW WATER together.we GAY together.even go washroom.also together wan.xD

should i talk about girls? O.o nah.every where girls are the same.plus not much that i dare to comment.u know la.sometimes there is some super paparazi.that will spread things around.within an hour.the whole gang will know your story.so better dont.

STUDY?!!! that the most headache part.understanding those legal terms and principles.is not something that u can done in a day or a week.i'm realize some where outside there.always will be someone that smarter than you.and you will know that how stupid you are. AND i'm a STUPID now!!! nightmare is coming soon.assessment week.the week after i getting my SPM result. OMG!!after a HARD SMASH to my fragile heart.i'm going for exam!! doom~

but what can i do?that the pathway i chosen.no matter easy or hard way.is no way BACK.and what waiting in front of me? of course is MONEY la.hahas but first must climb through the book mountain.

no worries.i can overcome it. :)

the end.is that enough?hahas

2010-03-04T13:34:00.001+08:00

BOB! UPDATE BLOG!!!!!!

2010-02-11T01:37:00.002+08:00

new laptop.

new handphone.

new spec.

new bag.

new clothes.

new car...

can i get this all after cny.?

GOD.please spare me your kindness.some hope.

bless me. though i'm not one of Your children yet. :)

2010-01-31T01:37:00.002+08:00

try so hard.just want to get rid off my past.dont even want to look back.

keep telling myself.

forget about everything and just move on my life.there is no one you should care for.

i dont want to be ME anymore.wearing a mask in front of people.feel so bad being a liar.

a new beginning.a new life.

tomorrow will be a new day.

2010-01-24T01:02:00.004+08:00

thing that u need any moment is MONEY.

thing that u always must and only love is MONEY.

thing that always reliable still MONEY.

thing that u only can trust also MONEY.

thing that help u gain everything.no doubt.still MONEY. $ $

i keep remind myself everyday when i wake up.i must study hard.i must get good result.have a better life.earn 8-digits salary each month with my own hand.others is not even worth for me to think about.had sacrifice enough for something worthless.suffering and torturing myself for what.no one will sympathize u or lend u a hand.

be realistic.trust no one.

just for survive :)

2010-01-22T01:30:00.003+08:00

start my case study just now.

at the beginning.feel so bored and almost fainted cos is full of words.not even a picture or ads.

but slowly.i found quite interesting about those prosecution and charges.how they proceed to the next stage.how they spoke.prostitution Ex post facto assault conspiracy...whoa~ things that i never heard before.

although those bombastic legal words really making me headache.@@ but i'm willing to learn everything.so not a problem for me.:)

'in legal field.there's no right answer.pick the one which more liable by giving benefit to the public.''law is made up of justice and morality.' words from my lecturer.i really so impress.

well.the journey just started.there's so much more to learn.and i need to fresh up mind and go on without penitence.

just hope to be a better guy.have a better life.

2010-01-16T01:14:00.005+08:00

today went for amali 3hrs.==

and i really cant stay at there anymore.

so i skipped the others 3hrs.=D

is freaking bored there.

i dont know why those people force us to listen those crap.

and at the end.accident still will happen.

no difference.

my new aim.

20k salary per month.=D

until that time.

wont think too much about others thing.

because money is everything.

$.$

2010-01-13T01:50:00.002+08:00

i thinking that i should color my hair with light brown. :)

is a trend for 2010.has a fringe also.

just wanna try out a new look.

woohoo~

but need persuade my mum.==

hell not.is gonna be a impossible mission.

2010-01-10T23:57:00.006+08:00

please.

dont miss her anymore.

you just doing the same mistake again.

how can you miss a BITCH?!!!

she keep lying to you.

and you just a toy for her.ATM machine.

so wicked. o.O

just make you more suffer.

wake up please.

you deserve someone better.

2010-01-10T15:26:00.005+08:00

wow.just went back from undang test.

totally wasting my sleep time there.zzz

see those questions.omg!!

easy like peeling an apple.like question given with answer.

as long as u got a brain and not color blinded.

u can pass that test.

sorry to those who failed la.xP

i'm getting my license after CNY.haih~

too bad.thought can visit friends house.and get angpau all the way.xP

but without license still can drive right.?xD

dont bang to wall can jo.hahas

means that still need take bus to class for 1month.==

damn it.

why cant gov do work more efficiently arh.

we every year paying tax de ler.

some more increasing drastically tim.but those officers working quality ler.buuuuu~~

hopeless country.haih~ gek sim~

anyway.

i learn how to do business already le.

thanks to someone.

make me awake.and stop me being a STUPID. :)

life like business.relationship even love like business.

loss or gain. worth or worthless.

when u sacrifice something.u always expect to gain something as reward.

when u give out too much for something which is not worth.

then congrats.u become one of the STUPID.=D

be a bit realistic is not that bad.

think about yourself than others is call self-defense.

so that u wont loss anything or get hurt by anyone.

2010-01-06T21:35:00.003+08:00

college life is awesome.though starting is a bit boring.

but after that met some new buddy.:)

whoa.talking about hot chicks there.

will have their hp number soon.wahahhaaha

that what for the 1st month.

orientation class = honeymoon month.

but after that.is gonna be a suicidal. x.X

everyday need to attend classes.

business study, accounting, law, IELTS, LAN...

no time for u to rest or even breath.

9months to finish 1 1/2 years syllabus.

WTH!!! really need 120% effort.not dare to think about it.

so i'm just gonna enjoy this month.

my college life~

btw.i'm studying at ATC, KL.

somewhere around police station de.

feel free then find me go yamcha lor~

2009-12-25T13:32:00.002+08:00

pain.

broken.

into pieces.

need cure..

wait for something that wont appear.

pathetic.

that my life.

just wait and wait.

wait

wait...

is this worth??

who know..

2009-12-21T00:39:00.003+08:00

whoa~

class trip really damn syok.

fees damn syok.

activities damn syok.

animals more syok..

u met before some SHARKS that their mouth is that BIGGGGGGG.

i'm been bite till damn pain!!

u miss that.i'm glad that u not one of the victim.

so be clever a bit next time.

be the SHARK.not the FOOD.=D

AND..

NO MORE ALCOHOLIC DRINK!!!

i'm drunk.thats what i know.

and what i did.i dont know.==

regret.

so regret.

damn regret..

sorry if cause any trouble.i dint mean it.

paiseh.xP

but still something is true.

is happening.

i know it.=D

2009-12-09T01:30:00.003+08:00

exam is nearly end.so what next? O.O

if i wont be able to get a place at ATC.

where should i be?

maybe i will selling chao-kui-teow somewhere.XD

feel like my future in gloom and fade.

where's the brightness of my future?

my college life.how will it be?

i can be a better man if u give me a chance.

be with you is my greatest desire.

many people said that one day 24hours is not enough for them.

but if u can lend me your's 24hours.

i can make it a memorable day ever for you. :)

before.present.future.

although everything will start changing now.

but the place i wait for you is always here.

u never know.

2009-11-30T02:52:00.003+08:00

I'm sick..

I'm having hypnophobia.@@

I can't sleep!!!!

I'm watching the clock and thinking when sun will rise.

is everyday.==

when i sleep i dont know is what time.

but most early is 2am.==

gosh~~

not scare about exam.

not thinking anything.

just lying on bed and waiting my eye to close.

counting sheep.

drink hot milk.

take a bath.......

but is NOT WORK FOR ME!!!

maybe i can try dont sleep one whole day.

then next day sleep whole day.

is this okay..==

what a abnormal person you are.

2009-11-05T00:02:00.002+08:00

Graduation day.

means i'm graduating today.

depressed.sadness filled my heart.

miss the 5P1 tables that i always sleep.

miss everyone that always crapping there.

miss that noisiness that interrupt teachers' lesson.

miss that ponteng feel.is so woohoo~ xD

miss the day always stalking you. shhh..xP

GOSH!!!

why i'm so sentimental here.?

no matter how far apart from each other.

no matter how fast time pass through.

no matter how many new peoples that i meet.

is wont have such a gang that can replace 5P1.=)

we will meet again.

updating...

2009-10-28T00:42:00.010+08:00

OMG!!!

why everyone asking me don't go school arh..

what kind of student nowadays..

Haih.

although me also finding reason don't go la.

thanks guys. xD

why people just like saying that

'i will try better this time'.

'i want get good result.but i don't want study.'

'okay.let bring some notes during exam.no one will know.'

==.

so that where the 'good result' come from.

halo.

don't u feel guilty although u score better than anyone.

without studying.while others studying until dying there.

WTF la!!

u can keep on cheating yourself like that.

but how long u think u can do this trick.

how long u think u can survive like this.

depends how lucky are you right.

so let see about this!!

without paying any effort.

without sacrifice your sleep time.

so what u think u cant get.

OOh.i know.A ZERO maybe.

SPM coming..zzz

HoN coming too.

L4D 2 also coming.

Starcraft 2.

COD 5.

why must all coming soon at the same time.==

i'm making a hard decision here.

i need sacrifice my gaming time for study.

screw JPN!!!screw government!!!

JENNIFER'S BODY!!!

SEXY MEGAN FOX NEW MOVIE!!!

so who interested??

hahas.

she so HOT..

2009-10-15T00:35:00.006+08:00

why my life in like that?

why i cant be that person?

why am i here?

is it so important that i'm here?

so curious about other people life.

so many question i wanna ask about my life.

who am i?

confused.

lost.

who can i still believe?

maybe is you.

maybe is just another delusion again.

?????

???

2009-10-11T01:43:00.004+08:00

well.zero plan for my holiday.

feel so lifeless.

another delusion.

don't screw my life.

just little more..

i sure can handle it.

just few minutes...

please.

2009-10-08T23:11:00.002+08:00

hola~~!!!!

i'm extremely bored. :(
so i decided to come and crash bob's blog~!

cus he's not replying me in msn.

STUPID BOB.

hee.

we're gonna graduate soon. :(
i shall save money so that i can buy bob his bibi and bubu.

you dunno what's that?

you're so outdated.

they're the cutie turtles that i'm buying bob as his birthday pressie~
hoho i know i know.
i'm brilliant~
turtles dont die so easily.
so bob will remember me when he saw them~
hoho.

i'm brilliant. *wink.

ciao~~~

oh!
i'm ongwenbin.
hi~
:D

2009-10-07T02:02:00.006+08:00

i try to enter your world.

found a door.

but no matter how hard i break through it.

what is behind the door just another endless door.

searching the key for your heart.

reveal the secret that you don't let other know.

understand your feeling.

so that no more teardrops from you.

2009-10-03T02:10:00.004+08:00

what a relief..
finally end.
but still the same you.
why must be you.
how can you let me fall from my dreams.

i'm feeling good when i look at you.
say no words.
just look at you.
its satisfy me.
for my dream.
dream forever..

2009-09-27T01:43:00.004+08:00

okay.
stop saying me EMO jo.zzz
this how i'm blogging.

maybe is like a journal for you all.but not me.

i just write every sad depressed pathetic thing in my life here.

so that i can forget it.not need think bout it.

no tears.no sadness.no broken heart.

without looking back.searching another new day.

dont want waste my time and emo there.

thats what blog for right.

just keep those joyful and happiness moment in mind.
always put a smile in face.

that enough for me.

2009-09-23T02:28:00.003+08:00

control my life please.
i really dont know how to go on my life.
same journey.
i really hope that i'm just a puppet.
someone can make decision for me.
someone can do things that i never dare.
just make my life better.
take whatever you want.
i dont even care.

2009-09-12T00:22:00.006+08:00

....

...

....

...

.......

...........

....

..................................

wtf?!!

why i not dare say a word??!!!

miss another chance again...

Sigh*

please dont be so coward next time.

2009-09-06T01:21:00.002+08:00

*heart break.i never know it will be so pain.
i'm just here to fill up that empty place..Sigh*

2009-08-29T02:15:00.003+08:00

stop everything.
just wasting your time.
dont bullshit in front of me.
that no more second chance.
end of story..

earth still turning.
sun still shining.
people still busying.
you still not understand me.
i'm still falling.
nothing change.
i want escape from here.
i dont want my life.
disaster.tragedy.pathetic.

start thinking about you.
so beautiful.

2009-08-24T21:53:00.006+08:00

we just live in a circle..
no matter how we escape.
how we run..
we still back to where we start.
no matter where we go.
no matter how far we have been.
we still will meet again.

someone said that.
after 1000000++ years.
at the same place.same time.
same thing will happen again.
same people u will meet again.
same journey u will walk again.
everything will repeat and repeat..

always pray for good luck.
always think that god will help us.
always think that we should be a good man.
but did u know that.
all successful men most of them are bad.
they success because they selfishness.
they famous because they covet to fame and fortune.
they always be no.1 because they cruel enough to their enemy.
they fake in front of everyone.
wearing a mask that with a smile that everyone admire.
but no doubt.
they are success in their life.
they get what they want.
smart to be bad.
i will always remember this.

*i think i'm suffering paronoid. x.X

2009-08-20T23:58:00.005+08:00

so lai had his flight just now.
and he gave me a call.
i duno what to say.
coz u are my 1st migrated friend..
just said goodbye.
after hang up the phone.
feel like there is manything i wanna say to you.

like i said.
if we met earlier.
maybe we will become GAY.xD
you being such a good friend of mine.
you make my secondary school life full of joy and laugh again. =D

i'm thinking.
2ml u wont be sitting bside me anymorre.
wont be there joking fooling around with us anymore.
wont hear ur daibee voice anymore.
wont see u and chua this pair together anymore.
feel so bad...

we will meet each other again in five years time rite.
that what our brotha deal.hahas
all the best..
i definitely gonna miss you..
chua and ong sure crying tomorrow.
zzz.

2009-08-18T00:19:00.002+08:00

pathetic life.

nothing will get worse than this.

nothing worth for me to be there anymore..

sigh*

2009-08-04T23:11:00.006+08:00

finding inspiration for my life again.

but what left for me is like so difficult and dark.

dont dare take another step.

scare make mistake again or i'm just a coward?

please tell me what to do.

change me please.

define me please.

daydreaming in class everyday.

wanna start my study but really dont have that mood.

books just make me feel sleepy.

tuition just make me feel annoying.

but i wanna start my high school life.

sigh~

i just know making promise again and again.

but i'm not doing anything for it.
i'm so desperate for result.

but still i'm not doing anything for it also.
-

2009-07-31T00:15:00.005+08:00

hope you will know.

hope you will understand.

hope you will realise.

so please.

give me some hope. =)

Unsatisfied ☻

2009-07-21T20:29:00.007+08:00

what i having today seem like not enough to satisfied me..

i know that..when time flies.what we need will be more and more..

but you know that you need pay alots and lots to earn what you want.

is wont be a easy way..but a long journey that make you tired and tired..

until you give up one day..that just failure waiting in front of you..

and you wont dare to take another step forward..

---

i know it seem like an old man talking here..

but this is the fact..

this how the environment that force us to grow up even you dont want to..

time wont slow down for anyone.

and you just watching others keep walking forward and leave you behind.

no one will sympathies your pathetic life.

at the end..you just a loser for them.

---

dear mum.

although i'm not showing my hardworking in front of you.

but i really did my best in everything..

because i know i'm the only son that can let your elder life better.

when i studying until very tired.

i think you and dad.

dont know why..i will refresh myself..and keep on study..

just for you and dad.

i will proof everything i said..

love you ♥

---

i want MONEY, FAME, WOMAN, FERRARI, and EVERYTHING..

even now i'm just 16+ years old..

i start to think all of it..

although i'm just no one else for now.

but i will be someone in the future..=D

Junction..

2009-07-09T00:23:00.004+08:00

I really duno what i'm gonna do..

am i taking the wrong way..

should i take a U-turn back right now.

or else i'm just let it be..

just wan treat myself better.

but need sacrifice someone feeling?!

am i right or wrong.

confused*

praying that really will come true..

everything will go on well.

just wan let u noe.

YOU you you AND you...

2009-07-05T02:45:00.004+08:00

you are so stupid.

dint realize that something already change..

STUPID!!!!

fed up about you.

just another person who blind.

cant u feel it?!

Oh ya..

almost forget..

u always so cruel to me..

*Sigh*

Dont show that BLUR look to me anymore.

u know what in my mind..

dont pretend like so innocent..

miss u so much~~~

hope u will know..=D

woo hoo~~

2009-06-20T23:58:00.004+08:00

dont get too far..is just the sound effect after sims make love..xD
this few days addicted to sims 3..
quite a good improve by EA..
dont say i'm a nerd..
just enjoying playing with life..
like a GOD!!!
woo hoo~

Anyways..
u said i'm a coward..
so i'm just prove i'm not..
but dont regret..
dont scare until run away..
=D

Heaven =D

2009-06-07T01:46:00.002+08:00

is been a while i stop blogging
because my comp spoiled for almost a month..
OMG.i duno how can i tahan that 4weeks.==

okay..
tats all..
i'm really dont feel like blogging now..
dont have that mood..

bye..=D
May heaven where you are..

2009-05-17T00:47:00.002+08:00

yay, finally bob updated. ahaha.

*clapssss*

so, i'm running out of things to write. think i'd better stop. :)

ice

2009-05-16T21:21:00.003+08:00

STAR TREK!!!
the best galaxy movie that i ever watched.
those graphic effect.. those shooting scene.. those spaceships and planet..
WALAO..
is the best outer space movie man!!
u should go watch..if not u will regret about it.
cant wait for episode 2 man!!

teachers' day..

2009-05-15T22:37:00.008+08:00

keep asking people update..==
feel so boring..

okay.
i went caogei today.
tats how we celebrate..
don't create any problem for teacher in school
so just hang out..
but happened something that impossible to happen in cafe..
power failure man!!!
what THE HELL!!
so we just wait until the power restore.and GUESS what..
we can play for FREE for 2hrs after that!!! $$$$$
hahas

and then..
i went SP to met junpoey they all..
but is soOOOOOO boring..
just wan spent my time there rather than stay at home.....

okay.tat all...

HAPPY TEACHERs' DAY!!! =D
*thanks for the knowledge & everything*

P.S.:sorry ongwenbin.. but really too boring stay at home.=D
who ask u don't want date with me woh.==

2009-05-14T23:36:00.001+08:00

siowchanwai, update.

if not i'll start spamming your blog. ahaha.

apple.

2009-05-07T23:03:00.005+08:00

ahahaha. guess who i am. *big grin*
i'm not siowchanwai. (omg, calling his real name is so weird.)
i'm not shiny. (a.k.a shayne)
i'm not siow pear.
i'm not BOB!

guess la. :)

ahem. i got a whole load of weird, funny faces, lame bob pictures with me. so, show you a little tiny bit of them la. ever seen NOT-SLEEPING-SIOWCHANWAI?

close-my-eyes-siowchanwai?

laugh out loud!!! okay. he's gonna kill me. gotta run. oh and before i run. let me introduce myself, i'm ong apple. nice to meet you!!

ciao.

Blueeeee...

2009-05-07T22:17:00.003+08:00

today sky so blue..although just a moment.

my feeling also so BLUEEEE..
everything like so blue..

..........

BIG mistake

2009-04-23T22:55:00.003+08:00

so fool!so dumb!so stupid!!
i really din mean it.
can i say like that.
i dun know how to be with you..
maybe I'm panic.nervous.coward. just dunno..
Sorry. sorry. and more sorry..
but i know you more after this misunderstood.
wont make u mad next time.
thank to that mistake i made.. :)
--------------------------------------------------
actually. you know what..
i can don't care what u talking there..
what u whispering there..
but i think i cant..
no matter how far i go..
i still try to eavesdropping about what u all toking.
i know its been a bad day for us..
but please don't show your moody look to me can mah..
AND i din ignore u..tats how I'm really am when in bad mood.
i don't think i need apologize for this.
so u still want continue this meaningless cold war or what..

blink blink.

2009-04-21T16:36:00.006+08:00

my eye start to blink blink this few days..

i cant stop staring at you..
i cant move my sight from you..
i cant stop finding you everywhere..
i cant speak a words when i see you...
i hope you can remember who i am..
hope got a 'PAUSE' button there..
so that can hold that moment forever~~~

Reboot button.

2009-04-16T00:36:00.006+08:00

can find a REBOOT button in my life..?

16 years.832weeks.5840days.140160 hours.8409600 mins.504576000 secs....

WALAO..i din even know i can survive until now.
the most worst is i cant even remember how i spent this 16years..

daydreaming there or what..

just wondering..

Is it really nothing that memorable for me..

let me meditate a while.......

YUP..there is nothing left for me..

i cant think remember any of it..

meaningless for me everyday..

here today gone tomorrow..
Haih..pathetic life..
-------------------------------
really need some inspiration for my life..
i'm trying very hard ad..
but nothing much..
failure AND failure make me feel so down..
i think i just know how to make things worse..
dont feel proud of it at all..
--------------------------
really hope that can start everything again..
Instead of regret..i know i shouldnt be in that way..
really want get out from this mind box..
but who knows..
maybe start everything again.
i will repeat the same mistake that i made..
reset OR continue..
so HEADACHE..
@.@

primary gathering.

2009-03-20T01:20:00.003+08:00

zZz.
woke up late.
appear at sp late..==
but at least i'm there lo..
feel been tipu there again..
coz just 6 person and somemore included me..==
WALAO..what a gathering.
mostly from CHS de tim..
maybe something about that host (Holiday) gua..
such a weird name rite.
hahas xD

so we just go sing K.and movie lor.
and took pic with those weird machine..
still duno why girls lyk tis kind of thing.
feel my hp so useless.
so hard only scan it and post it..==

Whatever...

2009-03-18T22:17:00.003+08:00

FOR SOMEONE...
whatever i did.
i hope u can appreciate it..
i hope u will be happy..
i just want stay beside you for another second...
i hope can be someone for u..
so pathetic..
u never know..

FOR ANOTHER SOMEONE...
WHATEVER la...
throw everything away.
dun wish to see someone like tat.
maybe i'm jealous of tat ppl..
but really too KANASAI ad!!!
ask tat ppl go bang 10000+++ timesss wall la!!!!
acting like.
when need A then throw B aside..
WTH!!!
think tat ppl damn yeng issit!!!

FOR ANOTHER ANOTHER SOMEONE...
i still want care about you.
but i not dare to go near you..
maybe i'm just a coward for you.
but i not dare to trust you anymore..
sorry..

Waterfish Camp.

2009-03-15T23:48:00.004+08:00

finally back from that inti camp.
A.K.A waterfish camp.hahax
i think u all know what that means rite.
going with those people. THOSE PEOPLE!!!!
*SIgh. lazy to describe them one by one.==
Anyways.
still have some fun with my gang.hahax
try my best to participate ad.
and met some new kaki there.
WTH!! duno campus also got CC wan.xD
so tat how we spent our free time while people sleeping there.xD
walk out from there i'm feel lyk zombie ad..==

our lengzai & daibee faci MinHon :)
luckily we have this unmature and chineseable faci.
he make us enjoy this camp very well.
coz he bring us lepak outside tat campus at midnite.hahax
AND the most important is.
he knows what to CAOGEI..xD
thx for tis few days. DAILOU.

*farewell party with my SPIRIT members.
when we shout til sore throat.
he made some honey drink for us.
among all facis.only he did that.
so touching u noe. xD

a normal wishing card for every member by our faci.
Walao.damn touching u know. T.T
he give us some feedback about this few days.
and is so nice to met you oso.
make this waterfish camp more fun.
THX so much!!

Untitled.

2009-03-09T04:34:00.007+08:00

Tired.
Exhausted..
Exam gonna start.
and why am i still here..
almost 5am.
and i hvnt sleep..
Stressful..

No mood to continue my assignment.
feel so bad.
sorry guys.
fed up bout myself.
BUT.
i learn something.
i'm not a GOOD planner.
just another disappointed on me..

Been throw aside again.
been hated by someone.
feel so bad..
just a BAD joke.
just want have your attention.
but.
i mess up everything.
dunno will become this ending de.
sorry.
------------------------------------------------------------
Let me know more about you can mah.
your past and evrything.
trust me once and last..
no reason.
no escape.
no turning back.
just me and you..

Happy CNY. (:

2009-01-31T23:14:00.003+08:00

yup. Happy CNY..
finally back from hometown..not need feed any mosquito anymore...==
not really have new year mood. but still get lots of angpau.xD
i think tats new year suppose to be..
gambling din win much.just enough for my one meal at Ipoh chickenrice.
haih.. feel so boring...
i think should go to gym soon..
found that my body is nearly no muscle..xD
keep feeding myself with those junk food.
BEH tahan ad!!! eat sleep play. feel myself like pig ad.
this year cant visit friends house. my uncle passed away last month...
sory.. AhOng..
ANyways..
school gonna start soon.
and need continue my assignment again..
really no mood to do it...
sorry GUYS.. but i try my best finish it. (:

BINGO!!!

2009-01-07T21:02:00.003+08:00

3rd day of school.start to feel sleepy in class.==
but teacher still lyk BLAH BLAH BLAH in front of us.
why they never know how suffer to our hearing.
so i finally fed up and take a nap. zZZz
and we played BINGO. HAHAs
then school end like this.
what a another day.

Another first day.

2009-01-05T21:30:00.003+08:00

School reopen again.
first day. new school life.
means SPM is coming this year.
dont feel like in study mood. not nervous at all.
dono why you all so gan jiong bout it.
whole day listen teachers BLAH BLAH BLAH....
is this what really school life.

Kinda busy at library.
try to arrange everythg for them.
althugh not my responsibility.
no one want do it.
that why i put my leg inside.
hate mafan.
but seem like they duno how to appreciate.
maybe just me making myself busy only.
so next time dont care ad.
dont care....

Anyways.
whole locker is my SPBT bookss.xD
no choice.I dont want bring all text books home.
AND that the locker use for. Hahas

So Late.

2009-01-03T21:30:00.005+08:00

Happy belated x'mas.
Happy belated new year.
By the way.
My comp finally back from hell.
repaired about half month.
luckily that time still have part time work.
if not i think kill by BOREDOM long time ago.

Anyways.
please check your calendar.
SCHOOL gonna REOPEN soon!!!
new bag.new shoes.new wallet.new books.
all check AND done. xD

Finally gonna see my p1's gang again.
Back to that daibee life. Hahas.

Worst Birthday.

2008-12-02T21:27:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to me...
what a birthday.
let me tell u what happened.

first.
my birthday eve.
sumone told me i shudnt trust tat person.
hurt and sad.
fed up.

my birthday finally come.
wake up morning.
no mood at all.
go to school.
everyone wish me happy birthday.
pretend be very happy.
went to sp with chua.
tot will b a happy day.
she went back early.
after that saw sumthg.
saw sumone wif sumone.
i cant n dw to believe it.
but proof sumthg.atleast i noe.
i lose evrythg.i cried.
fed up.

story end.
so is this the worst birthday u have?

831. Too Late.

2008-11-29T22:00:00.002+08:00

831.
8letters 3words 1meaning.
I love you.
finally understand.
but is too late.

birthday wish that never come true.

Tough. Again & Again.

2008-11-20T20:37:00.003+08:00

walao.
cant imagine that camp.
is gonna be a tough wan.
i swear it will be after today survey.
haha.
evrything still in progress.
so tired.==.
cant believe i'm doing it.

hmm.
again & again.
i cant see any light from it anymore.
giving up.
really.
i dont want to miss anything.
but hopeless cover everything.

never listen to me.
is okay.
cause i'm nobody.
always escape.
nothing i can do anymore.
seriously.
another 'again'.

Untitled.

2008-11-07T23:39:00.003+08:00

tired.
part timer rili so tired de.==
lazy to updated ad.
fingers oso lazy to move.

teddy guy.?
start to hate teddy bear ad.
evryday oso doing the same thg.
haih.
duno y so many girls love it.

rili lazy to move ad.
nite.
x.X.

Still here.

2008-10-31T21:00:00.006+08:00

Addicted to work.
keep on working.
just try to focus on my work.
dont think about other things.
just want myself feel beta.
but i'm still here.
wait for a day that will never come.

No more talk. No more misunderstood.
Is this beta for us.
who know.
maybe really is beta for me.

Wateva bah.
this just life.
just want to be alone.
just pretending.
for us.

Common.Channel.

2008-10-23T23:51:00.002+08:00

Walao.
2day go skul again.
tot will get caught cause late 2 skul.
but just on time.the bell ring.==
rili wan try come late de feeling le.xD
just lyk tat chuaHueyIn.Haha.

Vacancy.
so hard 2 find a job.
still waiting my future boss to call me.
but none. T.T
earn beta than spend during holiday lo.
dunwan b 败家子 le.
now only noe earn money so hard de.
hire me pls.xD

Actually.
rili hard to find sumthing tat common.
no common topic.
no common friend.
none.
try to find topic.
but nt nid say anythg beta than evrythg.

'nvm.' 'Suan liao'.
actually i mind.
but just dunwan to make thing worse.
pretend like dun mind.

Untitled.

2008-10-21T20:58:00.004+08:00

still hvnt figured out wat title shud i put.
haha.
hv sumthg in my mind.
so juz write it out.

dammmmmmmmmmn sien la!!!!
after final exam de skul rili so boring de meh.
2day go 2 skul.
half of the class de ppl ponteng.==
boring dou sei.
walk around the skul.
feel lyk so dai B la.
coz rili ntg 2 do.
then they all mah play wif my phone cam lo.
took tis few picture.althugh nt rili nice.xD

~whole gang of wuliao guys

~yeah

~panorama??

精神上出轨.??
swt la tat ong.
keep remind me bout tis word.
everytime tok bout tat person.
then pop out tis word.
aiyo.

decided.
2ml dun go 2 skul.
haha.
ong. pls dun chop me into pieces.
xD.

dot.line.wall

2008-10-20T20:58:00.003+08:00

exam finally end.
xD
just few papers.
waste my 1 mth.==
finally put a dot on my study.
concentrate on my secret project.
haha.

so sien.
learnt a new word.
'boredom'.
haha. xD
after exam de school day sure sien de.

planning dont go after tis week.
xD.
heii. u all.
pls dun ponteng sekolah.
haha.

blur.

2008-10-18T20:33:00.003+08:00

evrythg.
start 2 become blur ad.

people's thoughts.
evryone try 2 hide what they thinking.
wearing a mask & say Hi.
sometimes rili duno who shud u trust.
dun trust anyone ba.

relationship.
start 2 become blur ad.

when starting.
feel lyk dun care.
feel lyk fed up.
but longer n longer the time.
dun feel anythg ad.

try 2 run away.
dun look back.
dun brng me back.
hope a smile can hide evrythg.
but it cant.

another day.

white lies.

2008-10-17T20:30:00.004+08:00

lies.
diff people. diff lies.
haha. telling lies. evryday do de la.
2day telling lies again.
something shud let people noe but i din told tat person.
but actually for everyone good.
dw make their relation more 'jiang'.
counted as : white lies.

PMR finally end.
*clap hands.
mean another year gonna end.
after exam. will evrythg change for me.?
duno.
mayb u telling lies 2 make me feel beta.
duno.
counted as: white lies.

tired.
evryday go caogei. duno wat for.
just spending my time.
boring.
actually me got many things to do.
just duno start from where.
so just tell myself.
dun do anythg.
just dw make thing worse.
counted as: white lies.

nite.:)

Changes.

2008-10-15T20:20:00.003+08:00

'Evrything change. Even something never change also will change.'...
read it from newspaper de.
is true.
realize tat since I born.
evrything keep changing.
how people look like, places, favourite, and many many......
ntg will stop and wait for u 2 change de.
time still goes on without u.

aniways.
me rili wan hang out la.
dun wan tuition. dun wan caogei.
just hang out la.
duno y 4p1 kaki all dw go sunway de.
me sunway kaki lai de le.
if not going sunway then can go whr woh.
wateva bah.

so weird la.
2day finally dare 2 find u.
duno why.

hot. bored.

2008-10-14T16:59:00.004+08:00

another day for this week.
feel so hot.
stay at home play with that hp.
addicted to pokemon hp version. haha. long time din play edi.
wanna go to school 2ml.
or go tuition beta.?
still hvnt decide yet.

hmm.feel lyk miss u again.
tell myself dun do tat again.
dun thk too much.
mayb after exam u oredi forget me.
who know.
:)

another day.
just spent my time lyk do nothing.

Enjoy. or Blinded work?

2008-10-13T20:33:00.007+08:00

woke up early morning. 6.15am.
went to skul just for library duty.
duno y suddenly so rajin.xD
actually plan 2 caogei after tis de. Haha.
got reason only will so rajin de.

just for spending my time there rather than at home.
wan go 1u with kc they all. but too far n lazy.
so mah suan liao lo.

learnt sumthing 2day.
actually sumtimes u do something.
just for do tat thing then u do it or
u should enjoy during the progress.
I quite confused.
when u finish the job u will realize.
why u should take this job.
duno le. Haha.

Hmm. 2day c those f3 studying so hard.
but din c u. still feel some bu xi guan.
C them remind me many noob thing i did before.
pmr only mah. dun expect too much.
same like every paper u take before.
like KACANG!! xD

Thought still have many things i should do.
but at the end i also duno how i spent my day.
din do anythg at all. Haha.

Should i go find u.
or should i just let it go.
U told me that this is ur style.
but i cant tahan this kind of style.
but u ask me 2 dun leave u.
will u change for me?

Who know........

Let It Be.. :)

2008-10-11T20:48:00.003+08:00

顺其自然 bah.. Start to be my 1st word to evryone.
Haha. Really de.
Just lyk exam lo.just part of life.
Good or bad result. So wat?!
We already try our best. Ntg cn do to change it.
So just let it be bah. xD.

Sometime when u duno wat 2 do. feel veli mafan bout it.
Many things v cant control bout it. So juz let it be bah.
Maybe is a good excuse for run away.
Atleast u not nid so fui lo.xD

feel lyk veli baichi lo.
Sometime when u wan care bout sumone.
put many effort to some relationship.
but at the end oso not wat u wan.
feel lyk fed up jo.
So juz let it be. :)

Or just lyk a DotA game.
win or lose. just a game.
dun take it so serious.
So just let it be.

Life is lyk tat de lo.
Let It Be Bah.:)

Smile. Can Hide Evrythg Behind.

2008-10-08T20:51:00.006+08:00

Yeah!Exam almost finish ad.xD
No eye c tis time de result ad de la.==
'Dun worry,bro.Juz an exam oli mah.'
Always told ppl in tis way but myself wont thk lyk tis de.
Always study til nxt day morning.. So tired for wat.Juz 4 Exam.

Learned sumthg new.
Actually juz a simple smile..
a simple smile.But cn hide evrythg behind.
no matter wat.ppl duno how u feel de.
Juz a simple smile.althugh is fake.
Evrytime quarrel wif u.
the next day. A simple smile cn make evrythg beta.
Althugh is fake.but atleast cn make u happy.

But.2day u passed by. i duno how 2 smile at u.
Juz feel lyk.It not nid anymore.
U told me tat time u spent wif me is ur happiness.
But I hope i cn tell u. Is my happiness too.
But is nvm ad.
Evrythg 4 u juz memory.but not me.
Hope ntg happen b4. Hope u still bside me.
but is oredi past tense 4 u.
So.
Juz let it go bah. (:

New Bag & Shoe.!! xD

2008-10-04T22:30:00.002+08:00

Just now go shopping.Coz no mood to study at all.=='
And found a shop named 'Playez' de.(kinda lyk Malaysia version WC & TL)xD
then i bought a bag & shoe le. Of coz paid by parent lo..
Actually not veli nice la. Juz for temporarily use oli de.
Then nxt yr buy another new one lo. Hehe.

~any comment?

~Kinda gay n old le.

~Browny.

Moody Day.

2008-10-04T17:48:00.005+08:00

Saturday jo lo.still hv almost 30hrs more then nid go 2 hell ad. T.T
started study whole morning.but duno wat i study for. Haih.
*HATE Sejarah.!! HATE study la!!
duno y everyone study lyk hell. Juz for exam meh.
form4 shud enjoy rite. Yup.then i give up ad.
DUN STUDY! everyone pls!! Nxt yr still nid study lyk hell de ler...
Woke up late.then din go for addmaths extra class. Haha.
No mood 2 take bus n juz go thr daydreaming again..
Alone at home la. Ntg 2 eat. So juz go Caltex buy maggi mee.
wan find u 2 teman me de. but u always say u nid 2 study.
fed up ad. Haih.

Hmm.. Duno y i so care bout u de lo..
Actually. U oredi dun care. wat else cn i care for..
suan liao la. U wan study then u study til enugh bah.
Me dw waste my time on u. I still nid enjoy my life de.
Juz wan tell u. Study oli part of ur life.
I dw give up de.But i oso dw 2 do anythg bout it.
So. Ntg jo la.
Me still me. Juz no more Us oli mah. =)

Almost Exam!!!

2008-10-03T14:59:00.004+08:00

Sei lo. Tis holiday din even touch my book at all. Haih.
Actually i wan study sej de. but when i c those word..
feel lyk vomit la. x.x
Dun hv study mood at all.
evrytime wait til last min oli noe how to write '死' tis word.
then study til sot evrynite. Haih.
Today friday jo. still have 60hrs to study only.
but sumtimes i will think.
'if i dun study c whether i cn pass a not?' xD (wat a stupid!!)
GOD! SAVE ME!!!
Tis time rili nid pray b4 going 2 skul.
now feel going skul lyk going to die lyk tat.
Haih.
Ntg can do bout it. Tis call a student life.
Study.exam. And study. Exam again.
Study bah. Add oil. Gambateh.!!

►start here▪? Again?

2008-10-03T02:51:00.004+08:00

Sawaanicup.. xD. Dun think i'm thai. just use to say helo.

Anyways.. Nice to meet you..
Tis blog is written by:

*baichi*
*lyk to sleep in class*
*lazy 2 study but duno y cn pass de* xD
*emo guy?*
*noob librarian◄◄*(totally yes)
*Qian da de ppl*
*quite sien de*
*always free til go disturb ppl de*
*A shy shy guy?*
*Day dreaming*
*Big pandaEye*@.@
*Always been KaiBao* T.T
*Talk Rubbish Award* yeah!!
*Ntg special oso*

Start over a new blog.(finally noe i'm not good in essay.==')
Sory lo.coz i'm not a good blogger mah.
Everytime oso lazy 2 upload then left it there for XX mths.. o.O
Try 2 upload it when i free bah.
Thx for spending time 2 read it. Haha.

P.S: Any grammar mistake.Forgive me pls. :P